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Youth

by Kirin McElwain

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1.
Comhartha 03:14
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2.
Youth 04:03
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3.
Closer 06:45
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4.
Genius 02:23
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5.
Desiderata 04:00
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6.
Softer, Still 07:04
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7.
Pony 04:32
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about

Youth is the solo debut of cellist and composer Kirin McElwain. Composed over two years between Brooklyn and Stockholm, Youth is a meditation on coming to terms with our desires and our shame.

Trained through the Master’s level as a classical cellist, on Youth McElwain excavates her formative memories of learning the cello and her relationship to her creativity through a sonic palette of cello, halldorophone, viola da gamba, voice, feedback, and cello processed into unrecognizable shards through modular synthesizer.

The bulk of the material for Youth was composed over the course of five days during a residency at EMS Stockholm while working with the halldorophone, a self-feedbacking cello-like instrument. With the addition of ethereal vocals and unflinching electronic textures, the seven tracks skate between sub-heavy drone, loose pop song structures, and hypnotic synth textures.

“The juxtaposition of the ethereal with the harsh in this music is the result of getting very different parts of myself into conversation with each other, and is also reflective of the inner workings of my relationship to the cello.” shares McElwain. “I’m grateful to be able to express myself on my instrument, but my work with electronics has been a source of joy and liberation that has helped me evolve that relationship and has also given me a way to integrate these seemingly disparate aspects of myself."

Youth experiments with the breaking of expected forms, sitting with grief and uncertainty, and in the process forges a new musical language and artistic identity. Negotiating elements of harsh noise with crisp passages of cello, the dichotomy of the work balances the deft hand of classical training with the mysterious and often chaotic nature of modular synthesis. By continuing to turn towards the uncomfortable, McElwain holds up a mirror to both her practice and herself in a patently honest way that showcases a work of astounding maturity and verisimilitude.


All music composed and produced by Kirin McElwain
Mixing, additional production Michael Beharie
Mastering M. Geddes Gengras

Halldorophone recorded at Elektronmusikstudion in Stockholm SE
Vocals and cello recorded by Jonah Rosenberg at Blueberry Farms Studio in Brooklyn NY
Electronics, viola da gamba, and additional vocals recorded at home by Kirin McElwain in Brooklyn NY

Cello, halldorophone, modular synthesizer, viola da gamba, voice performed by Kirin McElwain
Additional modular synthesizer voice on Closer performed by Matthew Ryals
Synth bass on Youth performed by Eric Sluyter
Viola da gamba (bass line only) on Genius performed by Patricia Neely

Artwork by Alice Plati

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Special thanks to EMS Stockholm, Michael Beharie, Omar Ahmad, Peter Walker, Scott Osgood, Ann Rodiger, and Crystal Daniels.

To Ellis Kim, Emily Casey, Greg Fox, and Omar Zubair– gratitude, daily.

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released October 10, 2025

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Kirin McElwain Brooklyn, New York

Kirin McElwain is a cellist and composer working in the realms of experimental, contemporary classical, and improvised music. Weaving together classical and Baroque influences with an affinity for sub-bass and harsh electronic textures, her music explores themes of desire, shame, perfection, and belonging.

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